My major.

I'm getting nervous whenever I think of my major. I failed to pass one mandatory course this semester.
I took 16 credits this semester. During the semester, I dropped one course for major which seemed so boring. I couldn't help but think that I was in a wrong class. I should have thought of that when I chose my major. All of the courses for major seem to be very hard.

I took three electives on Western Europe's, India's and Hispanic's. Two out of the three, I got A+.
I was so excited to get the score because I did enjoy attending those classes.
But after the good news, I was so frustrated.
I couldn't pass the one mandatory class for my major. It was so terrible. I had to take another semester.
I do not have enough money even for my next semester.
How can I deal with this situation? It's my fault, of course. But I sent an e-mail to the course's professor and
appealed about my situation. However, he didn't get my request.

I have to take one more semester with no money left in my bank account.
During this break, I have to save much more money for the tuition...I'm very depressed..because I've been
looking for a job for 3 weeks without any success.